My hopes and prayers are out to you my friend. Unless this is a road you have walked, as you are starting and I have done for the past 3 years it is impossible to truly understand the feeling of loss and helplessness that never ends. There are many good friends here to help you through what feels like a bottomless pit of pain and sorrow. Now is a time to reach to your friends and most importantly to our dear Lord for his help. He is the only true solace we have now...Your friend in sorrow...Andy....<><.... :'( >
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So sorry for your loss Fred. Know that many here are praying for you. I hope that you have family close by, children or grand children perhaps, that can help you threw your time of grief. If you need someone to talk to we are only a click away.
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Obviously, not every Muslim coming to America wants to kill us -- but so far, those who do want to kill us are Muslim.